How I cured my Anxiety

n desire is to be happy, and when we move awayeven though you don't.
from it, we experience fear.How do we run from this vicious cycle?
Fear stems right back from when humans were firstHere is what I did 20 years ago and I have never
created/formed (lets leave religion out of this one).since suffered from any serious mood disorder.
Humans are pre programmed to experience fear.I would become very aware of my mood swings and
If we came face to face with a lion on our way toanxiety. I became aware of my body, to the point
work (example, lol) fear would cause us to react andwhere I thought I had cancer, a heart attack, liver
seek safety. Without fear we would ignore the lion,failure, lung cancer and other things. I was living in a
thinking it's safe, and get killed.constant nightmare.
We think, "Will I be able to pick up my daughterAn amazing thing happened when I made my
from school on time?" or "Will I have enough moneyunconscious behavior conscious. I could not take my
to go shopping tomorrow?" or "Will my daughtermood shifts seriously.
continue with her swimming after her broken leg?" orThis is what I seen from that experience: when you
"Is my wife going to leave after the argument weare able to watch yourself over the course of a
had last night?"several days, you grow a curious detachment.
These sort of questions help prepare our brains forA paradoxical situation developed for me: I found it
possible danger.hard to stay worried and down when I was
Anxiety is when we think to much, and usually makeobserving myself feeling anxious and depressed.
a normal situation a dangerous one.Ultimately, anxiety and depression are
Anxiety does nothing to help us make the future anyculturally-induced patterns of thinking that can be
better. It weakens and exhausts the body so muchovercome through a deliberate cultivation of
that we often feel ill for a long time afterwards. Mostawareness. When you become your own observer,
anxiety sufferers worry about what they cannotyou weed out the unconscious habits that afflict you.
control. Over worrying about starting a new job willBillions of dollars are invested in developing drugs to
not make your first day any better, it will make thecure anxiety, but drugs will never be the cure. Living
day worse. In the worst case, it will make you notthe rest of your life on medication is not fun. There
want to start the job and thus you lose an income.is a way out and the cure is pretty simple once you
Whilst there is no proof anxiety causes any damagelearn.
to our bodies, if your think about it, it's not doing theI studied everything I know from a book called Panic
body any good. It's putting strain on the heart, andAway. It's in all likelihood the only book in the world
muscles in the body. A panic attack, whether it bethat goes into extreme detail about anxiety and how
big or small will make you tense, even if you don'tto cure it. The best thing for me was I was able to
realize it.stop taking the medication from my doctor and
When anxiety--a fear of an event in the future--iscontinue on a normal life.
high enough then you feel a deep sense ofI have to give this book a lot of credit, because
helplessness. This, in turn, translates into depression.without it I would still be stuck in the same whole. My
You even begin to view the past as disappointing.doctor was so amazed with my progression that he's
When you start to think of yourself and your life asactually using my case as a case study for other
helpless you start to create a pattern of emotionspatients. I wish somebody had told me about this
that lead to other mood disorders. You can evenbook a long time ago. Check out the book.
start to believe you have another illness or disorder -